Do you remember back in the day when we had pagers?
Do you remember when you got rid of your pager for a cell phone yet every once in a while you felt a phantom vibration on your hip….. You reached for it only to remember it was not there.

That’s how it feels today.
Phantom noises and smells. My brain and emotions playing tricks on me.
I keep thinking I hear him. I need to check on him, let him out, give him meds.
He’s gone.

I know time will help heal.
I look forward to the distance time will give me from this pain of missing him.

And after crying on and off for almost 20 hours I have my annual eye exam.
This should be interesting.
Timing is everything :/

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